I still remember the first time you smiled at me it didn’t even last a second That smile hit like a secret I wasn’t meant to keep That smile hit like a secret I wasn’t meant to keep I still remember the first time you smiled at me Now I wear it like a bruise that learned to speak You weren’t looking at me on purpose The light just caught the corner of your mouth I froze the whole world on that frame And I’ve been living in it ever since One cheap little curve of the lips And I built a whole collapsing house That smile hit like a secret I wasn’t meant to keep That smile hit like a secret I wasn’t meant to keep I still remember the first time you smiled at me Now I wear it like a bruise that learned to speak Cute right? One second of accidental kindness And I turned it into scripture I recite it when the room gets too quiet I recite it when I start to hate my own face That smile hit like a secret I wasn’t meant to keep That smile hit like a secret I wasn’t meant to keep I still remember the first time you smiled at me Now I wear it like a bruise that learned to speak If I forget the exact tilt If I lose the exact second Then what was I even holding tell me what I was holding That smile hit like a secret I wasn’t meant to keep That smile hit like a secret I wasn’t meant to keep That smile hit like a secret I wasn’t meant to keep I still remember the first time you smiled at me don’t take it back don’t you dare take it back