I keep checking if you are online I keep checking if you are online I keep checking I keep checking if you are online Your name sits there like it still belongs to me I tell myself I won't look again Then I look again still there Still there and still not mine I already knew that I keep checking if you are online I keep checking if you are online Green then gone then green again I make a whole story out of nothing You're busy you're sleeping you forgot or you just don't want me I keep checking anyway I practice not caring for thirty seconds It never lasts I hate the version of me that does this I do it anyway I watch you exist without me And call it almost enough I keep checking if you are online I keep checking if you are online I keep checking if you are online I keep checking I keep checking I keep checking if you are online just once more one more time I already did I keep checking if you are online