I didn't mean to love you this much No, I didn't That wasn't the plan I had a little heart You had a little spark We were only killing time Now you're living in the dark Of every thought I hide I didn't mark the date I didn't know the rules I didn't notice when I started making room For someone else's shoes That was cute That was stupid That was me Too much Too much Too much of you I didn't mean to I didn't mean to I didn't mean to Now every street looks guilty Every song knows what you did I see your face in strangers And I hate how much I miss it Look at me So romantic So pathetic How impressive I could've kept it harmless I could've kept my distance But you looked at me like forever And I had the worst judgment I didn't mean to love you this much I only meant to touch the surface Now I'm drowning in the middle And pretending that I like it I didn't mean to need your touch I didn't mean to need your chaos I didn't mean to make you everything But somehow Somehow Somehow you are Too much Too much Too much of you I tried to make you smaller In the corners of my mind But every time I close my eyes You take up all the light I told myself it's temporary I told myself I'm fine I lied so beautifully I almost believed the lie Almost Love me Leave me Love me Leave me I can take it I can take it I can— I can't Didn't mean to Didn't mean to Didn't mean to Love you Love you Love you This much This much This much This much If I could go back I'd stop at hello I'd keep you a stranger I'd let you walk home I'd never learn your favorite things Never memorize your face Never discover how a little love Can become a cage But look who's talking Like I would've listened I didn't mean to love you this much I only meant to have a moment Now the moment has a pulse And it keeps calling me back I didn't mean to need you this much I didn't mean to break this beautifully If this is what forever feels like Then forever is insane Too much Too much Too much of you I didn't mean to I didn't mean to I didn't mean to— But I did I did I did