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First Take · ANMITSU

Live Damage

02:27

Look at me
Look at me
I wasn't hiding the wound
Look at me
Look at me
You just never zoomed

I left the evidence sitting in plain view
Changed my tempo changed my color changed what I would do
I didn't need a rescue speech or a staged parade
I needed one real glance that proved you stayed
You kept collecting comfort while I ran on empty pride
Called my quiet "attitude" and walked to the other side
I wanted a witness not a judge with a grin
Someone to clock the fracture happening under the skin
I offered the truth in the smallest available size
You stepped over it clean and then asked why I iced

I wanted you to notice that I was hurting
Not later not prettier not once I was gone
I wanted you to notice that I was hurting
While the damage was live and the night was still on
I wanted you to notice that I was hurting
You had the front row and you still looked away
I wanted you to notice that I was hurting
That want is retired It does not replay

Don't bring me flowers for a fire you ignored
Don't narrate my pain like you just found the chord
I already survived the part where I hoped you would see
That version of me is not taking the stand for free

I wanted you to notice
I wanted you to notice
I wanted you to notice that I was hurting
I wanted you to notice
I wanted you to notice
I wanted you to notice that I was hurting
I wanted you to notice
That want is retired
I wanted you to notice that I was hurting