I told myself the chapter closed for good Burned the feeling like I knew I should Then you appear and the lock comes loose I hate the way you still reduce All my progress down to one weak spark I was almost free now I'm back in the dark I hate that you still make me care After everything it isn't fair I practiced cold I practiced gone Rehearsed the version that don't hold on One message later and the work unwinds You live rent-free inside my mind I want the numbness I want the ice Instead you pull and I pay the price This isn't love it's a leftover chain I hate the part of me that stays in the rain I should be over it I should be steel But you still make the caring feel real I hate that you still make me care I built the distance you're still standing there I want to feel nothing I want to be done I hate that you still make me care I hate that you still make me care I built the distance you're still standing there I want to feel nothing I want to be done I hate that you still make me care I hate that you still make me care I built the distance you're still standing there I want to feel nothing I want to be done I hate that you still make me care I hate that you still make me care I hate that you still I hate that you still make me care