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Couldn't Say Goodbye · KINAKO

Who Was Making You Happy

04:17

I wanted to know who was making you happy
Who got the smile I used to know
Who made your eyes forget about me
Like I was some old show

I told myself I didn't care
Then counted every name I heard
Funny how my heart gets jealous
Before my brain can find the words

Maybe she's sweeter
Maybe she's sane
Maybe she doesn't memorize
The patterns of your face

Who was making you happy?
Tell me, I won't bite
Who was making you happy?
Was she better at goodnight?

Who was making you happy?
I swear I'm doing fine
I'm only losing sleep
A perfectly reasonable amount of time

Oh, that's cute
That's really cute
You found somebody new

Oh, that's cute
That's really cute
I hope she hates me too

I saw your picture by accident
At least that's what I'll call it
You looked annoyingly alive
And I looked like I'd lost it

She had her hand around your shoulder
Like she'd already won
I zoomed in way too many times
Just to see what she'd done

Did she make you laugh that way?
Did she know your favorite song?
Did you tell her all your secrets?
Did you say I was wrong?

Maybe she's perfect
Maybe I'm cursed
Maybe I just miss the version
Of me you knew first

Who was making you happy?
Tell me, I won't bite
Who was making you happy?
Was she better at goodnight?

Who was making you happy?
I swear I'm doing fine
I'm only losing sleep
A perfectly reasonable amount of time

Ha...
Look at me
So mature
So over you

I don't want you back
I want the answer
I want to know
Why she gets the ending
I couldn't hold

I don't want your love
I want the reason
Why you moved on
Like changing your mind
Was never a crime

And if she asks about me
Say something nice
Lie if you have to
Just once in your life

Tell her I was crazy
Tell her I was cruel
Tell her I loved you badly
But I loved you like a fool

Who?
Who?
Who was making you happy?

Not me
Not me
Obviously

Who?
Who?
Who gets to keep you?

Not me
Not me
Lucky girl

Who was making you happy?
I finally know her name
I don't even hate her
Which somehow feels worse than hate

Who was making you happy?
I hope she treats you right
Because if she breaks your heart
I'll probably sleep better that night

Who was making you happy?
Who was making you happy?

I wanted to know
I needed to know

Now I know

And I wish
I didn't